So today is really September 2. I am so excited to be writing this because by the time you read it my hero will be home and the surprise will have happened.
I wanted to update you on my August weight.
T his has been a tough month. It seems like this weight is sticking around longer. The last time I wrote was August 5 and I weighed 184. Today is September 2nd and I weigh 175.8. That is 9 pounds in a month. I mean that is not bad when I think about it by the month. It is really hard when you have a week with no weight loss. I am determined to get better about exercise.
Friday night I had friends over and I ate more in one meal than I have in months. Then Saturday morning after a trip to the zoo I went to Zaxby’s. I came home and did the elliptical for 60 minutes. It was not bad at all. After 20 minutes I thought okay I will do 30 and then I just kept going on and on by 5 minutes. Normally I do not exercise on Sundays but I decided to today. I only did 30 minutes. I had not lost weight all week but woke up this morning and had lost a pound.
I constantly have to remind myself it is the end game and not the day to day.
It is funny but this is the first month I have not had my daughter take pictures. That is because I bought new clothes and had my son take pictures. I bought a pair of pants and four shirts. I am trying to decide what to wear when my hero comes home.
Originally I thought I would wear my long black skirt but really I think the blue jeans show my weight loss. I bought a pair of size 11/12 dress blue jeans that are nice and I like them. They are probably what I will wear. I also have a pair of size 10, yes you heard that right a pair of size TEN jeans and I might wear those. They are not as fancy but show the weight loss.
I am in a weird spot. I am wearing makeup and loving my jeans and really enjoying tank tops. All things that are not normally me. I mean I do not want to wear the tank tops in public unless I am walking the track. It does worry me. I want to make sure that I am not losing who I am while losing weight. I hope that makes sense.
Pamela
Pam I think you look great and don't get disgusted with yourself and start eating. Just remember that your Dad;s side of the family is big boned, that's what I keep telling myself. I know when I was your age I was continually on a diet and even now I fight every day with my weight. Keep going it will come off and I know your husband is happy with the way you look. I have been diagnosed with Diabetes and Mom had it and my brother Joe has it. If you get a chance and go for a check-up, please have them check your sugar level, just as a precaution. It doesn't hurt to be cautious. Again you look great keep up the good work. Tell your family I said hay and hope all is well.
Your doing great and im sure no matter how good you look you will not compromise your morals. Its ok to feel better in things that you would normally not. You look great and You are so inspiring!
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About Me
I am first a child of God, Second a helpmeet to my husband, third a mother to four blessings who I home school. I love to scrapbook and make cards. I enjoy tearing rooms apart only to re organize them and put them back together in a neater way. I love doing bible studies but it seems like I never finish them. I love being married to a Army man and most days I love the Army. I love moving and look forward to our next move. My husband and I were high school sweethearts. We are both from Wva.
My hero
Rob and I have been married 15 years. He is my hero. Rob is a Warrant Officer in the army. I so look up to this man. He is brilliant. I could not ask for a better husband or father. He is the spiritual leader of our family. I am so blessed to have this man in my life and thank God for him daily.
Michael age 16
Michael is 16, I can not believe he is 16. He loves playing video games and anything to do with science. He is also enjoying boyscouts.
Faith
Hope
Hope is my 10 year old baby girl who loves to take care of animals and organizing our house. She loves to clean on her terms. Not when asked just enjoys cleaning. She loves American Heritage Girls. Hope's dream in life is for daddy to retire so she can buy a horse.
Grace
Grace is 7 years old and is my special blessing. Grace was born at 2.12 pounds and was in a hurry to get here. She has been non stop since then. She loves being the baby and makes sure everyone knows it
Jason
Jason is 5 and a joy to be around. His favorite things to do are to help me clean up and to eat. If you ask him what he wants to do he says I want to go grocery shopping.
James
James is 2 and a joy to be around. He loves to snuggle and has just started walking
Blessing # 7 coming September 2013
Faith is my beautiful 12 year old helper. She loves to help mom. She loves playing piano. Faith loves to play dress up and enjoys American Heritage Girls . She is learning to cook and loves taking care of babies. If there is a baby at church it is going to be found on her hip.
A C U is the newest addition to our family. She was a stray and found her way (through a friend) to our home. She is so adorable and the kids were instantly in love with her
Pam I think you look great and don't get disgusted with yourself and start eating. Just remember that your Dad;s side of the family is big boned, that's what I keep telling myself. I know when I was your age I was continually on a diet and even now I fight every day with my weight. Keep going it will come off and I know your husband is happy with the way you look. I have been diagnosed with Diabetes and Mom had it and my brother Joe has it. If you get a chance and go for a check-up, please have them check your sugar level, just as a precaution. It doesn't hurt to be cautious. Again you look great keep up the good work. Tell your family I said hay and hope all is well.
ReplyDeleteEveryone hits that point where they seem to plauteau for a while. You have been doing a phenominal job and are such a great inspiration!
ReplyDeleteYour doing great and im sure no matter how good you look you will not compromise your morals. Its ok to feel better in things that you would normally not. You look great and You are so inspiring!
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